Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Shame on me as a blogger

Shame on me!
It’s been a very very long time since I visited my site, let alone publishing an article. To add insult to the injury, I even forgot my login credentials.
If one actually counts the notable occurrences that happened in my life between the time of my last blog and now, one would realize how long it is. Shame on me... Let me list them
1) Marriage (yes..mine..and ofcourse with N..Still couldn't believe that it happened..Got lots to say about it)
2) Shopping that I did for my beautiful wedding (Would say those days were my Spending Spree)
3) First Night (Sorry for being indecent)
4) Second Night (ok.I ll stop it)
5) Honey moon(We loved it)
6) My new office (the best place to work)
7) My stay at my new house(N's house) (was lil difficult in the beginning)
8) Visit to Thirupathi with only my in-laws.Note..only with my in-laws ofcourse N was there (Was different and I liked it)
9) Thani kudathanam(not my idea.but like the idea.he he he)
10) My darling sis's first company (now that, she has got the good start in her career)
11) My best friend's first baby (wooww,very very very sweet baby.)
12) My hubbi's grandma's first anniversary-function at home (I was doing a lot of housie stuffs like the perfect daughter-in-law,)
13)My Dad's annivesary(i have no words.I still miss him)
13) N's friends death and N's emotional state because of that incident(was little distressing)
14) My close friend S's wedding(had a gud time)
Look at the count.. Not to mention, this is the count of the significant moments alone... not even one blog on one of these...Shame on me...
I wouldnt say 'I got busy Or I dint have time.' Probably I forgot that I am a blogger. Probably I was little doubtful about if my writing ever interesting somebody... I got this wake up call from one of my good friends (P)...thanks P. Hope I don’t bring in this huge gap again... Expect my next blog very soon. You know I have lots to write.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Last day at office

My last day at office

It never struck to me until a month ago that I would be leaving the company very soon.
It is the most unexpected but a positive turn in my life.
The work at the business unit where I worked was always tiring and hectic but I made a precious circle of friends.
The parting feeling that slowly got crept inside me was not because I am quitting such a big company but because of the feeling that I will no longer move as close as I did with the few friends I made.
They took pain to make the day a beautiful one despite of their busy schedule.
Had I been there in their position and somebody moving out of the company, I doubt if I would have put so much of time for arranging a farewell party because the work pressure at the moment when I was leaving did not favor leisure time.

I would say I am thankful and grateful to all of them out there.

My special thanks to style ikon, parota, mr.apple, ms.greeny, gundu, the MS boy and mottai. I would call myself fortunate and lucky for having to know such great, generous, good-hearted and wonderful people.

The farewell (untold) moments with them
With style ikon : the walk from fc to b3 after the cake cutting fn and the 5 mins talk in the browsing cubicle. He didn’t express it nor did I. But we know we will miss each other at office. Thanks style ikon.

With parota : actually parota was too busy yesterday to share the feelings.But his melancholic smile that he kept giving through out the day shared our feelings and we know we will miss each other at office. Thanks parota

With Mr.apple: the hand shake that we made at b3 entrance and the look that we exchanged when I was leaving said the untold. We will miss each other at office. Thanks mr.apple.

With Ms greeny : When she came all the way to fc when she had only enough time to catch the bus and the hand grip that she gave me said everything. Had she been there for about only a minute more my eyes would have started speaking. We will miss each other at office.

With gundu: I know how busy he was and still he was one among the very few who made it to the cake cutting function. gundu is another special person in my life. I know he’ll miss me at office and I will miss him too. thanks gundu.

With the MS boy: we were both laughing and making jokes at me leaving. But within inside, we knew we will miss each other at office. Thanks Mr.MS. Salam male kum.

All of us tried to behave maturely. All of us tried to be practical and that’s why no actual slushy talking took place.

Life…., it will take you through ups and downs and sometimes even crosses. In the process you will meet very few people who will stay closer to your heart. It will also take you to moments which will force you to move away from your favorite ones.
Not to worry,Life will also teach you how not to miss people who you loved so much. I have already learnt the lesson. But the way life thought me this lesson was very strong and nothing can be stronger than that. But…I didn’t deserve that lesson. For those who know me know the lesson as well.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

UnAuthorizedAcessException

UnAuthorizedAcessException Occurs when write operation is done on read only file or I/O Operation is performed on a directory.
On that note,the below line would throw UnAuthorizedAcessException
StreamWriter objSw = new StreamWriter("D:\\New Folder", true);
The correct usage would be
StreamWriter objSw = new StreamWriter("D:\\New Folder\\abc.txt" , true);

"The End" for now!
Catch me Later.
J

Monday, March 26, 2007

I told her

All these days I didn’t know how I would explain it to my parents. It’s much easier talking to a stranger about your love than your own parents. Apparently the knottiest part in love is this confessing scene at home.

I have been thinking about telling it to my mom. It has been haunting me for quite a while now. I have been hiding something from them since very long time. I have been into an entirely different world which they never thought it existed. I have a great time with N. We are meant for each other. The thought of losing N scares me to the core.

I didn’t know how to start, where to start or when to start. I used to have so many rehearsals. I would jot down points and later decide not to go. There were so many moments I was about to tell and had kept quite. I had always come back telling myself that this is not the right time. I sometimes had felt that I would not be able to tell it at all. I know my parents will not oppose but still they are parents. Parents are meant to say NO to love because it is love. I know them. They wouldn’t say no. Still there was always something that stopped me.

When I woke up yesterday I never thought I am gonno tell her today. Who knows…had I had the plan I wouldn’t have ended telling her. Rather the whole day I would have planned for that and would have been anxious about everything.
Yesterday evening went home from office. It was a normal day at office.
Had a small fight with my sis. Followed which is my telling to mom.
Yes I told her.

“The end” for now!
Catch me later.
J

Friday, March 23, 2007

Am Confused

I am an easy going kind. I forget things very easily and I don’t take anything serious at all. Now at the same time I take everything serious. That’s an anomaly in me.
I am a little fun loving too. I am that character in the friends’ circle who would give all funny, weird ideas and strange comments and we would break into laughter. At times I would get into pulling other’s leg and not to mention it always ended in a good note.
Now it’s probably necessary for me to mention that at work am sincere and I am pretty serious with my career. Hold on…I am confused here….should I be the same to my colleagues?? Wont my fun loving and easy going character be misconceived and be taken that I would show the same kind of attitude towards my work. Are my stupid and senseless comments making them think I am illogical? I would hate things happen that way.
Now should I try and give an impression to my colleagues that am unplayful ???

"The end" for now!
Catch me later.
J

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Waking up in the morning

Waking up in the morning with no time to sip a cup of coffee and rushing to office is the most maddening part of a day. A few of my week days start like this. This is the most annoying part of my career.
Sometimes I even think of quitting my job solely for this reason.
When I don’t get time to dress up I hate it.
Why do I fall into doze again and again and sleep until there is just enough time to rush to catch my office bus every morning?
Nevertheless I do not look awkward from the viewpoint of my colleagues.

"The end" for now!
Catch me later.
J

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

A different journey to office

I travel in office bus to office. I am one of those commuters who board bus in the very beginning. And in the evening I always become extra conscious and reach the bus very early and henceforth I have never got the prerequisite of standing inside the bus and traveling. Yesterday I grabbed that opportunity of standing. No. I didn’t grab it. I was given. Poor me!
Only then I had realized the distance between the place I boarded and office. What a long journey! The bus driver has been using the same route ever since I started using the bus and only yesterday I had seen certain places that my bus cuts cross and that is coz I could not sleep while standing.
Now look what my intellectual ability says...
You need some troubles in life to learn a few things. Certain things are always around us and we realize only at tuff times.
You need some troubles to make you know that you are capable of handling them.
I better sneak off! Look at the philosophy that I come up with a small forced journey that I had to go through!

"The end" for now!
Catch me later.
J