Addicted to Drinking

I do a lot of drinking nowadays.
I am earnestly trying to stop this very bad habit but all my attempts are in vain.

I have also read drinking is not good for ladies who are planning to have baby. At least I should bring down the level of it in my blood when I am ready to get conceived.

When I stopped drinking at nights, I felt paranoid and was not able to sleep. That was when I realized I am addicted to it. SHOCK!!!!!!!!!!!

You won’t believe I am so addicted to it that I get up in the nights and would ask my hubby to give company for a drink. Nats after yelling at me would give me the company. We do cheers and enjoy our drinks at nights.
Now, my next step to stop having this is to stop taking it at office!!
Yes, let me first stop drinking coffee at office!!!Hey,What did you think???

Only in memories

Appa

Did you ever knew that we would be missing you like this??

All four of us are trying to forget that you left us.. that you are no more..

We are living with all the memories of yours...

Memories are keeping us going..

A few months back, I decided not to retreive any of your memories because all the time i thought about you it hurted so much..... I cant tell you how much......

Days were then rolling with some thoughts of you off and on!!

Lately I have realized my memories of you are slowly fading..Iam scared that the memories of you will slowly vanish from me....

and hence I started refering back all the memories though it hurts...let it hurt..

but I want you atleast in the memories... appa…